So.
Should i really give up on Joy?
Shes obviously not worth my time and by this note im holding in my hand, doesnt give a damn.
I'm scared to let go. What if MAYBE she'll miss me some day and i wont care? With what i had with her, i dont want to leave. Im scared to lose her...
If i give up, im going to put as much space between her and me and until the day i can truthfully say i dont care, i wont go anywhere near her, and hope maybe it'll get better...
How are you supposed to handle heart breaks?
Now i know how those girls felt... its horrifying.
Maybe i should get back with one of my exs (not sarah) Me and kara just... dont work... we're way too different to even start. and tomorrow... i think im going to break up with her... im just not right, right now.
So, should i give up on Joy?
Whatdaya think Sweetie? Since you're reading this, want me to disappear? Just. say. yes.
The darkness needs to swallow you damnit.... im not paying it to lay around like a cat....
Life would be easier if we could just forget. But its hard. I'm not saying you should give up, but I don't know what to say. And honestly, I don't know if Kara would even care all that much. Maybe shes just as good as hiding emotions as you and I.
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