What i was just thinking

Ive cause hell on Joy, honestly, it hasnt been a walk in the park for her either. I do think i'll leave her be. But i wont throw unecessary distanes inbetween us, i was angry and said what came to mind, and for that i am incredibly sorry...
But, i must admit, ive been having these thoughts, about... this friend of mine, and sadly its not Kara, which is why tomorrow will be a little wierd. But i've had 'heated' feelings for this friend. And i mean, come now,we've all had thoughts of a friend at least once.
But itsone of those, where i couldnt help my self when she came over earlier... and we were up stairs and her voice, her eyes, her just bein there, was making my heart flutter... and I sort of leaned in and kissed her. But she didnt pull away, she came closer, which, made me second guess it. But She smiled at me and said "I've been waiting for that."
Lets call her...
Annabell :)
Shes so pretty :) Brown hair, deep brown eyes, with this wierd light green ring around her pupil (i stared ar her eyes)
lust is usually regreted.
Im not over Joy, but im no longer mad at pitty things. And kara, well wish me the best for that tomorrow...



Yeah thats right the darkness is eating you, no youre not trippin'

Thats annabell :)