What to do?

Wow, this is really different now O.O sorta annoying.
So, first thing first, follow me on tumblr <3
http://isshereallyworthit.tumblr.com/
Ikr? same as this one ;)
but, lex and i are fighting. turns out i wont be chasing her any more.
Um... im totally doing random shit to how i dress.
got a lip ring.
nothing really else...
MY GRADES ARE COMING UP! omfg ikr? ummmmm i like chaney still... so.... yeah... bye then lovelies <3

headstrong thanksgiving ;)

Circling, circling,circling your head, comptiplating everything youve ever said, now i see the, trth i got to tell, different motive in your eye and now im out, see you later

Haaaapppppyyyyyyyy ttttuuuuuurrrrrkkkkkkeeeeeeyyyyyyy day:)
Still fallin more and more in love with lex lol nbd
Bye guys :)

i want to marry her

I asked her last night, if she had ever wondered about us.
She said yes.
I wonder if shes ever wanted to at some point...
of course i have i mean hell, shes on my mind CONSTANTLY.
My conclusion, if her and i do end up together at somepoint, im going to do the same thing i did with emma, and honestly, this one is worth getting hurt like i have.
I want to marry her

I gotta girl :)

So today, i gotta gf :) amazing :)

Its been a while since ive ACTUALLY been in a WORTH while relationship... i hope this one ends up being something more then a kiss a squeeze and then breaking up.
Im really longing for something. Something worth while...
Maybe Her and i will last.
Hopefully.
She is quite pretty :)
I enjoy her company, i love her sense of humor, shes a writer, shes bubbly and exciting :)
a big change from the normal, yes, but i hope shes worth it. Everyone needs an opposite, i think i found mine :)
Ha, and its only the first day. <3
We'll see :)

Amazing birthday

:) I had an amazing birthday today!
Alya told me she likes me (happy dance)
Hayley came and hugged me, even better.
I ACTUALLY HAD AN EX TELL ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY! >:D
and i told lexi why i love her. And how i wrote this poem and blah blah blah.
Speaking of which, i have to go find my love :)
Bye lovelies <3

Pre-birthday dream

So i had a dream last night.
It had emma in it.
I guess my mind is telling me im not over her.
Well in my dream i wass texting her, and we were talking about being together and shit.
And it randomly flooded into her and me finding each other and having a make out session, like all the old one. Like legit, peices of my fav make out sessions with her were made into that one.
But then, i left her, we pretended nothing happened, and when i got home, i got a text from her, saying 'you could have me if you want me.'
NOW WTF MIND?! look, im over her. I swear.
im so confused and when i woke up, right? I kept thinking about it. Like as if it actually happened.
God.
Ruined me for a little, until i realized that i shouldnt care. Not like she does.
Oh well...
Next post, 'Amazing birthday :)'
Kay, bye lovelies, read on <3

I'm in a play :)

Guess who i am in this misticale play? :)

Its disney... And i'm NOT a princess <3


Did you guess yet?



Yupp :) they want a GIRL for Aladdin :)
so happy :) lol :) first practice is tuesday :)