So im Pinning?

Understandable, im after someone, JOY (dumbasses that have no clue, youre seriously fucked up) anywho, im aparently pinning (THE WORD IS CHASING SWEETIE) after Joy and yes i am dating Kara, i do like Kara, shes a sweet girl but something else, i dont think i ACTUALLY like her... I think im using her, hoping Kara and I would end up like me and Joy, but i dont want something LIKE that. What I had with JOY was a one of a kind thing. If you dont understand that Joy i can't ever help you. You have NO clue exactly what i'm thinking and what i want. you tried to OFFER ME SOMETHING? REALLY?
one thing what'll it be?
OH HEY HERES AN ANSWER, I WANT YOU
IT WONT EVER CHANGE! CANT MAKE IT CHANGE! WONT EVER CHANGE!
and i thought you were smart? read between the lines.
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Mindy, call me, please. I need to talk to you.






Love,
peace,
and all.





I hope the darkness swallows you damnit.