Last night

So, i had a convo with Bateman all last night, and the whole time, im smiling, happy, because im sitting here talking to the girl i love. I dont care if she doesnt love me back, i dont. I love her. and it will always be that way. Thats not a promise, thats a fact.
But anyway, the conversation went in a different direction when i said:

me: lol xD you know, im really really really going to hate you for awhile after you move. just future warning, so take all my love in now lol
and from there it went like this:
Alexandra: I am :) I don't want you to hate me though :( and ima miss youme: itll be only for a while, i promise, you have this uncanny ability to make me happy again. You hve no clu how much i'll miss you...Alexandra: lets not talk about it anymore By that time my mom showed up so i quickly shut the computer off, leaving this next message until now.and it said something that seemed to strike me down. And i just dont know how to reply to it. Which is really sorta stupid on my part. Because its not much...

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7:47 PM Alexandra: i want to be happy for the rest of the time we have