her :)

its still her :) shes still ever so beautiful :) and i dont know what to do with myself.
Ive decided, im going to try to be what she wants, even if i cant change sex. I just want to be recognized by her as more then just me. I want to be who she loves :)
And i cant help but WANT, her.
Shes always so perfect. Ive never seen her look bad, in a bad mood, or ever unhappy :)
Shes just so beautiful and smart and sensitive and... wow :) Im in love with this girl. And shes been in front of me the whole time. The whole time i was away, even when me and Emma were together, i shouldve realized what i felt around her. And now i do :) and all i can do, is hope that my wish at 11:11 will come true :)
<3 I love her. thats it. <3