you have SOME NERVE

Alright, check this shit out, Joy, wrote me an amazing note that pissed me off like, serious.
Now the first few scentences actually are about stuff but about how 'its all blown over me'
Does she not understand that i dont want to hear that? That i LAY in bed at night for HOURS on end wondering what shes doing. And then goes to rant about FUCKING PANCAKES and the last line says word for word
See how i made it long, to give you false hope?
Bitch, i fucking love you and youre going to do that shit? The shit that makes me want to forget? because NOW you dont seem worth it. NOW you make me think maybe chaney is right, maybe i should just, lose all conection with you. But guess what? I CANT. why? BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU AND I CANT TURN IT OFF LIKE A FUCKING LIGHT SWITCH LIKE YOU FUCKING DID!
WHAT THE HELL? ARE YOU TRYING TO GET ME MAD AT YOU?! WELL GUESS THE FUCK WHAT?! YOU DID IT! YOU FINALLY DID IT! HAPPY?
AND ITS ONLY MONDAY! I DIDN'T DO THIS SHIT TO LET YOU HAVE FUN AND MIND FUCK ME! I DID IT SO YOU KNEW THAT I MISS YOU AND FUCKING WANT YOU BACK! GOD FUCKIN' DAMNIT JOY.




Why to me? did i really hurt you that bad? You know those three little words? 'I love you' Yeah, you can't take those back. You knew this was going to hurt me, Joy, and it still does, we're almost to halloween and im still hurt, and to make it ALL better, right? You do this? really? youre really doing this to me?

To be honest to anyone reading this,  I have an opertuninty to move, and i just might take it. Moving to florida might help me in more ways then one, maybe i could actually finally forget...


Love,
peace,
and all


Btw, the darkness, yeah, its here, youre screwed.