oh, and hey, dont tell anybody

See, its one of those moments when youre happy but dont know why and you tell everyone.
So when Joy walked up to me THREE HOURS LATER and says "Dont tell anyone."
My first thought was 'You should told me this earlier.'
So im sorta confused lol i kinda wish shed help m out and drop a hint or SOMeTHING i men COME ON! IM OBLIVIOUS TO THE WORLD!
anyyyywhoooo, remember the hot chick? yeah, she is now dating some dude which makes me sad. And im still at this moment dating Kare but im thinking of dropping her. QUICK.
Shes soooo.... self centered and its HORRIBLE i mean its more annoying then me telling you the name of girls i chased trying to forget Joy. (Quite long... very long...) and i feel horrible for it.
So enough talking about that:
Heres my dream from like, forever ago which ironicly involves a full moon. Only one of you will understand that.
I was walking around the park, staring at the pond, with the giant full moon reflecting in the still water. I realized ther was someone walking with me so i looked at them, Joy. She stood there looking at the sky.
"So?" I asked, looking at her for a little while then looking ahead.
"So? What do you want me to say?" She laughed.
I just shrugged and flashed her a quick smile. If nothing else, i was happy it was her that was with me.
"Why'd you bring me here?" She asked me.
"It was pretty, so i thought i'd bring you." I admitted.
We ventured to a bench not too far off an sat down.
"Well, thanks i guess." She laughed again.
"Should we be here? Ya know... together?" I asked her, wondering if she got the butterflies still, like last year. I still got them everytime we were ogether, bu its not like it mattered anymore.
"Why not? I think its fine. We're just friends after all." She said.
It went quiet and we just sat thee for a few minutes, taking in th surroundings.
"Joy... I need to say something..." I looked at her, looking into her eyes, like i used to, like i wanted her.
"Go ahead, speak." She smiled.
"I miss you, i still love you, and i havent stopped. I just dont understand how you just... left." I said bluntly, getting it out before i second guessed it.
"Rain..." She sighed, looking down. A sign of being ashamed.
"Please, you used to love me. You loved me at somepoint, how can you just leave?"
"Because i just stopped loving you." She looked up at me.
"Just..." I started then stopped, and looked away before continuing. When i looked back up at her i came close to her face, leaning into her.
"Hm?" She asked, unflinchingly.
"Prove that you dont love me. Prove that you dont want me. Kiss me." I demanded.
Unlike what i was expecting i felt her lips touch mine and in a whirl of emotion i pulled her close, kissing her again, feeling her let me take over.
Maybe... maybe she wanted this still...
Slowly we syopped kissing, and we slid away from eachother.
Without a word she stood up and looked at me.
Like a moment from a movie, she held her hand out for me to hold.
"come on, lets go walk."

End of dream
So yeah theres that. Now im done for a little. Bye guys <3