You know... in physical terms im veryyyy i dont know, stiff.
But when it comes to thinking and fantasizing im flexible with who i think or fanasize about.
Usually Joys on my mind and all i can think is wtf? Why do i feel like complete shit? Why do i always cry when i think of her? Ironiclly, ive always wanted her to see me as strong so she can depend on me... but she doesnt need me doesnt want me and heres where i break into millions of pieces.
Everytime i see her i fall in love again.
But everytime she walks away i feel broken all over again.
because i know she doesnt hesitate she doesnt care...
And i wanted to pull her soooo much closer when we hugged today...
Its you know,whatever...
A hug a day keeps Fred away. Er, I guess that isn't true. But still.
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