For now im on

so im on fo a little, just thought id blog about Joy and Mindy today.

So joy and i are sorta talking, and i would (of course) want nothing more than to get back with her, but i really don't know what she's thinking about it all... And I dont get to see mindy often but I've been dying to tell her all about it because with every day that passes and Joy doesnt give me the note she wrote, I want to cry because i WANT to know what shes doing....
what shes thinking....
Thats what i have,

Love whores'
Peace-ful death,
And all that...

Btw, The darkness has set in <3

One last Thing? Kay thanks ^.^

This video, made me cry so hard.... you know, it gets harder when you realize, you really did love them, and it will never be the same.... </3

Another go

soooo hey. Ive decided that the worlds sorta against me this week. my mom is yelling, its raining, im sick, and coughing like im dying. My aunt just called me asking if i was depressed (if she only knew how i really felt)
So, yeah. Sorry about all the mispellings in the first blog, i wasnt really paying mind to spelling because i just wanted to get it over with, but here i am :)
So, I think im going to give you a list of day to day people, but fake names so you know, private and all.
Well theres me, Im rain lol Rain is the most amazing name <3
so
Rain- me
Joy- my ex youll probably hear tons about
Mindy- a goof ball of a friend i love <3 who gave me the nickname senior senior and big kitty lol
Allard- this chick i liked forever ago.
Bateman- ANOTHER CHICK
Sarah- my most recent ex who is indeed a shy lil hoe... to be honest ^.^
Kara- my curent gf
Sydney- My friend who keeps drivin' me home lol
And yeah thats all you really need to know right now. Maybe if i Can get on tomorrow, i'll start ranting about Joy. That is if im feeling intresting and like i should rant some.

ttyt </3

Love whores,
Peace-ful death,
And all that.
btw... the darkness has set in <3

So it begins.... the darkness setting in

To be honest, im not a blogger, BUT I DO INDEED LEK EVERY EMOTION THROUGH WORDS! (like every normal human)
basic facts:
Dont screw wih me.
Um.... yeah lol thats it.
See usally im all 'Yay! happy happy joy joy'  but let me tell you one thing. Ive changed within a month. Lets call her 'joy'
Joy was this girl, i was indeed dating her. I loved her. really really did. And within the month she dumped me and the next girl i got with, i changed into such a twisted person. but maybe this is who i really am... oh well
Thanks for checkin' the first blog.
More when im actually ungrounded.
Love whores,
Peace-ful death,
And all the rest.




OH! btw, If youre still reading this, The darkness has set in </3